1. |
Real Again
03:25
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I'm sick of nice
It's all the same
Shallow cloud of face
If I beat you up
You'd put me in jail
Is that feeling safe in my head?
Why won't you give me something I can believe in?
I wanna feel again
Can I lose myself in something that sets me free?
I wanna be real again
I feel like a zombie
The world just passes me by
I may as well fade to nothing
Well I kick myself
For letting it all pass me over
I used to stand for something
Why won't you give me something I can believe in?
I wanna feel again
Can I lose myself in something that sets me free?
I wanna be real again
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2. |
Cut The Crap
03:06
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Too scared to speak, than to offend
I won't tell you what I really think
Better be safe, than to lose friends
I feel like I'm beginning to sink
Turn on a smile, say everything's well
My life is just a big facade
No one gives a damn about how I feel
If I tell you you won't understand
No surprise, painted lies
Empty friends, it's all pretend
Don't wanna share, 'cause no one cares
About what's inside
Play the game to win the fame
Nothing lost, nothing gained
“No opinion” that's the phrase
To keep up the lies
It's time to cut the crap
Don't be afraid to act
Be the person that
God made you
Now no more lies, no more excuses
It's time to throw them all away
I will be frank and honest with you
I will show you how I really feel
I will say things you don't wanna hear
'Cause if I don't you'll never know
That only the truth will set you free
Please take the time to bear with me
Love may hurt, but love is strong
Love can cover over wrongs
I'll tell you straight 'cause I'm your friend
And want you to grow
Hard to take, no mistake
No love lost, wisdom gained
I hope that you can do the same
To show your love
It's time to cut the crap
Don't be afraid to act
Be the person that
God made you
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3. |
Make Me Clean
03:49
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We're all diplomats
With our higher education
We learn to say the right things
Without giving it away
University
Full of promise and career
We earn a piece of paper
But we don't know anything
Stuck in a bubble
Reality's outside
Objective observation fails to deal with life
Who do we think we are?
Who do we think we are?
These people
Honour with their lips
But their hearts are far from me
They worship in vain
With their traditions
Their teachings are but rules taught by men
How far gone are we?
Have we lost perspective?
Is reality so out of reach?
Politically correct
We speak lies
That fail to reflect
The heart inside
You see what's deep inside of me
All the junk I try to hide
Only you can make me clean
Show me all the evil inside
Won't you make me clean?
Won't you make me clean, Lord?
Religion is for fools
For those who follow rules
Reality is greater
Where love rules
Not by strength
Not by works
I know the one who loves me
A relationship
Won't you make me clean?
Won't you make me clean, Lord?
Won't you make me clean?
Won't you make me clean, Lord?
Clean
Make me clean
Make me clean
Make me clean
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4. |
Tess
04:38
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She was a girl, not even a woman
From a poor family
She went to work for a neighbour to try to raise their fortunes
But how was she to know
That he was a bad man
That he would use her and abuse her
Then leave her helpless carrying his child?
It was not her fault
But now she carries this guilt as a burden on her conscience
Is this what she’s worth?
Why do you hold on to the past?
Feel the guilt when you were not to blame?
It was not your fault that all these things happened
You were the victim of someone else’s crime
Lord, hear our prayer
Hear our cry for justice
How much longer will you allow these things to happen?
I know it breaks your heart to see the helpless suffer
Lord, please won’t you bring your justice now?
Lord, please won’t you bring your justice, bring your justice now?
He was a boy who everyone was friends with
In a respected family
He worked hard to try to please his father
But how's a boy to know
His dad is a sad man
Who would accuse him and abuse him
Then leave him helpless carrying his scars?
Boy, it's not your fault
But now you carry this guilt as a burden on your conscience
Is this what you're worth?
Why do you hold on to the past?
Feel the guilt when you were not to blame?
It was not your fault that all these things happened
You were the victim of someone else’s crime
Lord, hear our prayer
Hear our cry for justice
How much longer will you allow these things to happen?
I know it breaks your heart to see the helpless suffer
Lord, please won’t you bring your justice now?
Lord, please won’t you bring your justice, bring your justice now?
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5. |
Green-Eyed Monster
02:54
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I know what you're thinking
I can see it in your eyes
Inside your heart is breaking
But your lips are speaking lies
There's something green inside of me
And it's gripping at my heart
I don't wanna let it take hold of me
Unless it gives me what I want
I see your green eyes staring back at me
Wishing everything you see was yours for the taking
You shun away the thought something's wrong with me
Why does everybody have what I desperately need?
So give me what's yours
And I'd be happier than you are
I'd appreciate what you have
More than you seem to show
Reality check
I'm not content with what I do have
Is that gonna change
When You give me something else?
I see your green eyes staring back at me
Wishing everything you see was yours for the taking
You shun away the thought something's wrong with me
Why does everybody have what I desperately need?
Take it up with the Giver
He's the One who knows your soul
Trust Him with your heart's desires
He will never let you down
Give it up green-eyed monster
You're not welcome in this town
I am trusting the Giver
He will never let me down
Goodbye, green-eyed monster!
Goodbye, green-eyed monster!
Goodbye, green-eyed monster!
Goodbye!
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6. |
Disillusion
04:12
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Nothing, blank
Devoid of all feeling
Stop spitting random pieces of information at me
Who cares?
It doesn't mean anything
I'm not listening, I don't understand
So many friends
Yet so lonely
It's not right to feel so alone
Unfulfilled
Empty, numb
Moments of joy break through the screen
Would you miss me if I was gone?
Not that I'm really there anyway
My body plays the part, but there's no soul
No joy, no joy
Everything I wanted, now I have
Why this empty, meaningless space?
I'm just a pawn in my own game, but I'm painted in the corner
There's no way out, unless we break the rules
Creativity is not painting by numbers
It's breaking the rules, thinking outside
Keep it fresh, let the unexpected in
Life will never cease to amaze you
When you start to notice things
Would you miss me if I was gone?
Not that I'm really there anyway
My body plays the part, but there's no soul
No joy, no joy
Everything I wanted, now I have
Why this empty, meaningless space?
I'm just a pawn in my own game, but I'm painted in the corner
There's no way out, unless we break the rules
Keep it fresh, let the unexpected in
Life will never cease to amaze you
When you start to notice things
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7. |
Saying Thank You
03:28
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I'm so negative
Only see where things are flawed
This is no way to live
Always digging a deeper hole
Sowing bad seeds
Spreading my leaves of pain
I've gotta get out of here
Before I drag you all down with me
Surely things would be better
If I could only see it through
My life would be brighter
If I'd just spend more time
Saying thank you
I wanna change my ways
But Lord, won't you show me how
I can't do it on my own
Can you rescue me from myself?
Take this hurt, take this pain
Nail it to your cross
You have delivered me
So why am I still singing this song?
Surely things would be better
If I could only see it through
My life would be brighter
If I'd just spend more time
Saying thank you
Thanks for my life every breath
Every beat of my heart
A place to live, food to eat
And music to make me glad
For my friendships for my family
For the loved ones you have given me
For my freedom, for my peace
For prosperity in this land
Thanks for hope, thanks for joy
Thanks that this is not the end
But one day we'll see just how significant He lives
For this death, for this life
For this saving from my sins
I will give you praise
Surely things would be better
If I could only see it through
My life would be brighter
If I'd just spend more time
Saying thank you
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8. |
Turtle
04:22
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I'm a turtle
I'm a turtle when it hurts
I'm too fragile for the world to see me like this
It's safer just to hide in my shell
Don't try to help me
I can handle this myself
But in reality I'm hurting up all inside
And I wish someone could make it all well
You hurt me real bad
But I won't admit I'm sad
I tell myself it's just insecurity
It's not worth making you worry
I pretend there's nothing wrong
So people think I'm so strong
But deep down I'm just a mess
Weaker than all the rest
I'm a turtle
I'm a turtle when it hurts
I'm too fragile for the world to see me like this
It's safer just to hide in my shell
Don't try to help me
I can handle this myself
But in reality I'm hurting up all inside
And I wish someone could make it all well
You reach in and pull me out
Because you know all my doubts
There's no hiding, you know all about me
And even then still love me
So when I'm weak, in you I'm strong
When I'm poor, then I am rich
Because you love me, you'll always be on my side
Don't care what anyone thinks
I'm a turtle
I'm a turtle when it hurts
I'm too fragile for the world to see me like this
It's safer just to hide in my shell
But you're on my side
Now I don't have to hide
Though in reality still hurting up all inside
I know you can make it all well
I'm a turtle
I'm a turtle when it hurts
Though in reality still hurting up all inside
I know you can make it all well
I'm a turtle
But I know you can make it all well
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9. |
The Street
04:40
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She's addicted to the street
So afraid who she might meet
Working up and down the corner, it's her territory
Handbag on her shoulder is all she has
Too ashamed to show his face
He sits alone in his disgrace
Thousands pass him by each day as if he wasn't there
It's cold, it's dark, who cares?
Who sees your pain?
Who knows your shame?
Who has the power to save you from your sin?
Who will hold your hand and take you in?
Children begging for bread
On the streets without a bed
Crying out to the rich man in a business suit
Whose spare change could feed them for a week
There was a man from Galilee
Like none the world would ever see
He came to find the lost, feed the hungry, heal the sick
Nailed to a tree he died to set us free
He sees your pain
He knows your shame
He holds the power to save you from your sin
He holds out his hands to take you in
He sees you
He loves you
He knows you
He cares
He sees you
He loves you
He knows you
He died for you
He sees your pain
He knows your shame
He holds the power to save you from your sin
He holds out his hands to take you in
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10. |
Cage
03:43
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I like to build cages for myself
When I was young, they were made of cardboard
Now I'm older, they're made of rules
You must! You can't!
There's no way out of here
Nowhere to go, but a metre each way
Why do I do it?
I really don't know
Is there any way out of this cage?
Break me out!
Get me out of this cage.
I'm so lonely!
But I'm helpless without my cage
I fight for freedom, I think it's my right
When I've attained it
The first thing I do is build a cage to contain it
I can't use it, it's too precious I'll spoil it
I've got to keep it safe, by hiding in the cage
Here no one can touch it, No one interferes
No one can use it, not even me
Break me out!
Get me out of this cage.
I'm so lonely!
But I'm helpless without my cage
I'm breaking out
Don't need this cage no more
Your love is the reason I can be set free
In Your love, I am free to be who I am
In Your love, I am free to love and be loved
Break out!
Out of this cage
Your love is safer
I'm amazed!
I'm free to be the best I can be
I'll throw off this cage 'cause I'm free
To be who I'm made to be
I'm free!
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11. |
One More Chance
03:45
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I wish I had the chance to tell you
How much you mean to me
And all those times I should have called you
Now all those chances have gone away
I'm gonna miss our chats
We laughed, we cried
We had our big debates
But now there'll be no more
I wish I'd listened more
And let you know how much you meant to me
I'm gonna miss you
More than words can say
I'm gonna miss you
I wish I had the chance to say
That I love you
I love you
That I love you
I wish I had the chance, just one more chance to say
I'm so thankful for you, my friend
And I'm so blessed to have known you in this life
I'm so glad that you know Jesus
So one day we'll see each other in the next
I hope I remember your story
So I can tell of God's grace in your life
One day we'll meet in eternity
And I look forward to that day
I'm gonna miss you
More than words can say
I'm gonna miss you
I wish I had the chance to say
That I love you
I love you
That I love you
I wish I had the chance, just one more chance to say
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12. |
Where I Belong
04:31
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In this world it’s everybody for themselves
No one seems to care about anybody else
No matter where I live I feel it’s not my home
Even when my friends surround me I feel I’m on my own
Creation’s groaning for an end to its decay
My body’s aching for a lasting embrace
Tell me, where do I belong?
Tell me, where do I belong?
I belong to you
My place is in you
I belong to you
In a love that lasts forever
I marvel at your wonderful creation
Yet my heart faints 'cause it’s coming to an end
I wonder what’s the point of life when all will fade away
Who will be there to hold me at the end of the day?
I’m longing for certainty of something that will last
A place of real security when all things have passed
Tell me, where do I belong?
Tell me, where do I belong?
I belong to you
My place is in you
I belong to you
In a love that lasts forever
We will be together for eternity
In the place you have prepared
Where there’ll be no more crying
No more tears, no more longing
For we’ll be home
Home together with you, where I belong
Where there’ll be no more crying
No more tears, no more longing, for we’ll be home
For we'll be home
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Clara Rhoden Taiwan
Gospel singer, songwriter, musician and producer at Lifespeaks Studio, Melbourne Australia
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